So far, this has been a lousy year.
It started out with a cold in January, putting me out of commission for 10 days, followed by another cold in April, putting me out for another 10 days, and as if that wasn't enough, I needed (a slightly more than expected) minor surgery this past week which has now left me with a fear of excess exposure to the sun.
On top of all that my mind has just been awash with so many other things as well, e.g. my wife, my spleen, health care, politics, etc. I can't seem to keep anything straight in my mind. My thoughts are all a jumble, and I have difficulty articulating them, even during conversations on things I'm passionate about. Then I spend all my time afterwards fretting over what I should have, but didn't say at the time.
I thought retiring would be a lot more relaxing. No more dealing with the daily routine of work, and all the hassles that went along with it. Instead, I could just do whatever I wanted, whenever I chose to do it. But all a year and a half of retirement has really done, is to swap one routine for another, and give me more time to think about all the things I'd really rather not think about.
It started out with a cold in January, putting me out of commission for 10 days, followed by another cold in April, putting me out for another 10 days, and as if that wasn't enough, I needed (a slightly more than expected) minor surgery this past week which has now left me with a fear of excess exposure to the sun.
On top of all that my mind has just been awash with so many other things as well, e.g. my wife, my spleen, health care, politics, etc. I can't seem to keep anything straight in my mind. My thoughts are all a jumble, and I have difficulty articulating them, even during conversations on things I'm passionate about. Then I spend all my time afterwards fretting over what I should have, but didn't say at the time.
I thought retiring would be a lot more relaxing. No more dealing with the daily routine of work, and all the hassles that went along with it. Instead, I could just do whatever I wanted, whenever I chose to do it. But all a year and a half of retirement has really done, is to swap one routine for another, and give me more time to think about all the things I'd really rather not think about.
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