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Up, then down

Yesterday started out good, but gradually went down hill ( see yesterday's post ), and that down hill spiral has continued into today. It's raining again this AM, which means no bike ride. I could go to the gym for a spinning class, but that just takes so much out of me, I don't feel much like doing that. And on top of it all, I think I'm talking myself into being sick again. At least I'm hoping that's the case, and I'm not really getting sick. :(

All stressed out

Ever talk yourself into being sick? Well I have, and I think I'm doing it again. And I'm not exactly sure why. Maybe it's because I'm getting stressed out over our trip to New Zealand, maybe it's because the weather is turning foul again (it's 39.9°F this morning), or maybe I'm starting to get stressed out again over all the idiotic (at least IMO) customers I have to deal with at work. I actually thought I had come to grips with that sort of idiocy, but apparently that isn't the case, as yesterday was just "one of those days" causing "one of those headaches" that doesn't seem to want to go away. Or maybe I am actually getting sick. I know I haven't been sick this winter yet, and it would be just my luck to get sick before our trip to New Zealand. Whatever it is, I'm not planning on going for a bike ride this morning. I just hope I can relax enough in the next hour or two, to muster enough enthusiasm to go for a spinning...

I can't believe I feel this way

Even though I was tired yesterday after my bike ride, I felt good. I didn't do much after the ride, other than eat and rest, hoping I would be recovered enough tomorrow to maybe play around of golf. Well, I am recovered today, but I have absolutely no interest in playing golf. I don't even have any interest in going to the practice range. Of course, I'm not sure why I should be so surprised, as it's been about 2 months since I last played, and well over a month since going to the range to practice, and I haven't had any burning desire to play all that time. I've even turned down a few opportunities to play, because it would interfere with my bike riding, and even now that I've been sitting around the house all day today doing absolutely nothing, I still have no desire to golf. It's seems I'd rather be posting to my blog. What has gotten into me? I just have to get out of the house. Maybe I'll go to the gym. Believe it or not, I have more i...

A better ending to a not so good week

Although Sunday started out nice, the rest of the week did not fair as well. On top of the seemingly relentless rain and cold, which only allowed me to get out on the road Wednesday of this week (Monday and Friday I did spinning classes), hassles at work due to unreasonable customer requirements, and a long time friend and tandem/triple riding partner passing away yesterday, I would not call this a particularly good week. But even in the midst of a hurricane, if you so happen to be in the eye, there always seems to be that one glimmer of optimism to be found [even for the consummate contrarian/pessimist that I am]. And today was such a day. If you've read my "Current Mood" plug-in on the right, you'll note this day didn't start out that good either, but after forcing myself out on the bike (something that often perks me up) things started to turn around. First off, Rene and Amy (part of the old gang ) were on the ride today. That doesn't happen too often any...

After all that work

It's not a simple task changing themes. There's a lot of modifying of code, changing images, adding widgets for all the little extras in the sidebars, and just general tweaking of the theme to make it look perfect. I'm sure for most experts at this it only takes a few hours, but since I'm still learning all the ins and outs of PHP and XHTML, it typically takes a couple of days, and depending on the complexity of the theme, as in this case, it can take several days or even weeks. Now while I still have some more work to do, I am generally pleased with the outcome, but........... Edie just informed me she doesn't like the theme. After all that work, tonight she tells me she doesn't like it. Jeez, what's a cat to do! Any comments, suggestions or even criticism would be appreciated.

Playing not to lose

Not sure how much this might relate to having cancer, or in its treatment, but in every day life, and in the world of football, it's a sure fire way to guarantee a loss. I saw it about a month ago when Baltimore lost to New England in the final seconds of the game, and you can see it for yourself, in the body language of Hines Ward, as my beloved Steelers lost to the Jacksonville Jaguars last night. After being down by 18 points, in the 3rd quarter, the Steelers played brilliantly, gaining the lead by one point, with just over 6 minutes remaining in the 4 quarter, using a varied attack of short passes, and the occasional run. But with just over 3 minutes to go in the game, the Steelers resorted strictly to their running game, in an attempt to run the clock down, and ended up giving the ball back to Jacksonville with 2:38 to go. The rest is history , but I think there is a valuable lesson to be learned. Never second guess yourself. Your first instinct is usually the right one. An...

Did I ever get put in my place today

My performance on the bike today was just pitiful. I was so embarrassed. Normally I wouldn't ride on Thursday, as that is one of the two days I go into work (Tuesday being the other day), but the plant is still shut down for its Christmas/New Years break, so I had the day off. And since the rain is supposed to come in with a vengeance starting this evening, which means it's unlikely I'll get much riding in the next 3 days, and in spite of the fact this was my 3rd day in a row riding, and the Thursday ride is a speed workout, I decided to do the Thursday club ride. Besides, I'm a strong rider, I was feeling good, and the weather was cooperating. There was no wind to speak of, and temps were in the high 40's (°F). It was a nice morning for a ride. I just don't know what happened. Maybe it was the past two days of riding (although I didn't think I worked that hard those days), or maybe it was the fact three or four of the strongest riders in the club were ...

This has been a learning experience

They say experience is the best teacher, and changing web hosting services has easily proven just how much truth there is to that old adage. When I decided to switch web hosting services, I thought it would be a simple task, with the new web hosting service guiding me, and essentially doing most of the heavy lifting, so to speak. Well they certainly guided me, but they didn't do any of the heavy lifting. But what is so exasperating is there really isn't much heavy lifting, and the process isn't that difficult, provided you have all the necessary information before starting the process. It also helps to understand all the terminology involved in domain hosting. I only wish I knew then, what I know now! The most important thing I learned is make sure you know who your domain registrar is, and how to log on to yhe registrars website to update all your domain information, including name, address and especially what nameservers (DNS) your domain is pointed to. Determining your ...