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The higher the high

The further there is to fall.

As if it wasn't bad enough I started having withdrawal pains Monday night about not riding my bike, after not riding for about a week, and then over sleeping yesterday morning, and not able to get a ride in before work [and it was too hot afterwards], today I had a visit with my oncologist, and discovered my platelets dropped to a minuscule 112 thou/cumm, well below the norm of 140 to 400 thou/cumm.

I had noticed a little more fullness in my spleen the last couple of days, but that isn't really anything unusual. I often have those feelings. They come and go all the time. Even this morning they seemed to have dissipated, and I felt good riding the bike, but that was before seeing my oncologist.

Of course now I am experiencing a sensation of fullness again, along with a some feelings of trepidation. Low platelets and fullness in the spleen is a good indication of a malfunctioning spleen, especially when all my other counts were essentially stable.

It's as if I'm being punished for having had such a great time this past weekend, and/or pissing off that friend of mine a week or two ago.

My best hope is it was a lab error, and if not, a few good hard bike rides, might shock my body into recovering. I will definitely be riding my bike into work tomorrow.

Or maybe it's the 1000 IU of vitamin D I just started taking a couple of weeks ago. I knew there was a reason I don't like taking supplements.

Oh well, stay tuned. I'll know more next week. I've got another blood test scheduled for Monday.

Comments

Becky said…
You are not being punished for enjoying life and/or speaking your mind. You need to relax and wait for the next test. That's an order!
Marc said…
Yeah, maybe, but I'm still not going to take any more vitamin D for awhile.
[...] the oncologist, and my platelets are back to normal (198 thou/cumm), which is a wee bit better then the 112 thou/cumm reported on my last test. So my instincts were correct, that was obviously a bad [...]

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