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Seasonal Affected Disorder (SAD)

I know I posted earlier about how I hate this time of year, but I always seem to be so adversely affected by this time of year, I thought it was worth reiterating.

I just can't seem to get motivated to do much of anything lately. Sure I go through the motions everyday, and put on airs, but in reality it's nothing more than a facade. And the winter season has barely gotten started. There's still over 30 days of continually shorter days left before the days start getting longer, and even after that, I still have to contend with the likelihood of even colder days ahead, especially in February. (Typically the coldest month of the year.)

There's also the rain to contend with. Californians (and I do consider myself a Californian) don't do good in the rain. After all, we don't get much of it, that is except for this time of year. And yesterday was one of those days. It poured. It poured so much, more of San Pedro (just west of us) is falling into the Pacific Ocean. It's a good thing that section of road had been cordoned off due to potential landslides.

And then of course when you add in all the other problems Edie and I have, it just doesn't help the situation.

Fortunately writing about it does help [a little].

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